yes i do, 3 people in fact.
1. Austine Irvine - he died 25 August 2006 and since then there hasnt been a day tahts passed when iv not thought, wow austin would have loved that, he made our school a fun place to be, and without him, school is sad. =(
2. Kyle Smith - guy i was dating last year.. iv told him so much about me that nobody else that i no, knows, and he has stuck by me through everything and i guess i so do love him, and i hate to see him with other girls, but i no that he wasnt happy with me and i couldnt change that, but we are happy bein friends, as our friendship is stronger than anything, and past eperiences like the day at Ladyhill... well yeah i do quite miss the sex i guess lol
3. Alex Lee - my boyfriend, i havenmt seen him in a few days, but i miss him like hell lol its quite sad really but he makes me happy, and everytime im with him, its jst real cute, and hes so funny, and awww i love him =) but yes i miss him!
kill a certain girl in perticular as she likes to put people down (mainly me) and she shouldnt be alive the things she says and spreads about people
i would also make money grow on trees
and i would do whatever needed to be done to make EVERYONE in the world happy =)
i would also make money grow on trees
and i would do whatever needed to be done to make EVERYONE in the world happy =)
i no it sounds really bad but i would either spy on my boyfriend just to make sure he isnt spending to much time with his ex... or i would spy on all the people in the world that i am jealous of, just to see if they really are as perfect as they seem =)
Over the past year, i PROMISED myself that i would stop purgeing and up untill today i was doing so well and every time i want to i found a way to stop it but this morning, i had a apple for breakfast (not that many kcals..!!) and i just felt discusted with what i had just eaten, and there was nobody else in the house, just me, and i had nothing to stop me, so i ran to the bathroom, and just did it. I felt great afterwards, like i finally had control again, but now i feel sooo ashamed! I hate this feeling. I really Do
- Location:Bedroom
- Mood:
crushed - Music:You Me At Six - If I Were In Your Shoes
So today was the first day back to school....bad enough as it is right?! only two weeks to final exams start and i really am shitting it!!
BUT
I managed to intake the following today:
Breakfast - Glass of Caffene Free Diet Coke
Yoghurt
Total Calories: 31
Lunch - Nothing =) even though my best mate was moaning like MAD at me....!
Dinner - Glass of Irn Bru
TOTAL CALORIE INTAKE FOR TODAY : 33!! <--- Well Chuffed =)
So i guess my day has been quite ace.. but im having problems with my boyfriend and my ex is being a nosey arse and keeps trying to make me jealous with his new girl and im like.. oh my god just grow the hell up PLEASE!!
Off To The Gym Now... Yay..... (Really Not Excited About This...!!)
BUT
I managed to intake the following today:
Breakfast - Glass of Caffene Free Diet Coke
Yoghurt
Total Calories: 31
Lunch - Nothing =) even though my best mate was moaning like MAD at me....!
Dinner - Glass of Irn Bru
TOTAL CALORIE INTAKE FOR TODAY : 33!! <--- Well Chuffed =)
So i guess my day has been quite ace.. but im having problems with my boyfriend and my ex is being a nosey arse and keeps trying to make me jealous with his new girl and im like.. oh my god just grow the hell up PLEASE!!
Off To The Gym Now... Yay..... (Really Not Excited About This...!!)
- Location:Bedroom
- Mood:accomplished
- Music:You Me At Six - Gossip
